Questions

Where do I go from here? Why do I feel this way? Questions, questions.

I've come to somewhat of a fork in the road in my life. Without boring you with the details, I've realized that I'm different. Now before you start cracking up...hear me out. I guess somehow I've always thought that everyone who claims to be a "Christian" is just as passionate about those who don't know Him as I am. Click here to read all about what drives me. It was a shock when I realized not everyone shares this passion!

Truthfully, my heart is breaking. I'm saddened by the selfishness I've seen in the past couple of days. I certainly don't claim to have it all together. Those of you who know me, know it would kill me if I appeared self-righteous. That is certainly NOT my intent as I write now. My intent is just to share with you the concern I have for complacency and lack of concern for reaching out to those who don't know Jesus. My heart breaks over the apathy I've witnessed.

Please pray for me. Pray that I would be filled with love and patience, that God would make His direction clear, that I will be strong in my conviction and not give in to a selfish faith which I know He has not called me to. Pray for my understanding of why on earth I'm so passionate about this!

Many blessings!