Amazing Conference

SHE Fellowship hosted an amazing conference this weekend and I was honored to participate. I met some new friends and renewed old friendships through our time together. I performed two original monologues (more info here) and was humbled by the response of the women there. Even though as women we're entirely different, we share the same struggles, insecurities, and self doubt. We get wrapped up in the world's opinion of us, even though only Christ's opinion matters.

Thanks to all the amazing women who shared their stories with me at the conference on Saturday. I was honored to get to sit and talk with some of you and I was blessed more than you'll ever know. It was a beautiful weekend and one that I'll hold close to my heart for years to come. Keep finding your beauty in Him!

Where has time gone?

I just realized today is FEBRUARY 21st! Where has all the time gone and do I have anything to show for it?

I've desperately tried to be purposeful this year and have only been mildly satisfied with my progress. I've slowed down in my effort to find my Chazown, which I regret. After our Women's Conference on Saturday, I plan to get back to business. My diet and exercise routine is ridiculously awful and you can read more about that issue at my other site www.cidpandme.blogspot.com. I'm in the process of changing that after finding out I have high cholesterol. Financially, I've done good but not as good as I'd planned.

As in everything, I can do better and I'm making efforts to do just that. I'm so thankful once again that I serve a God of grace. I screw up ALL the time in MANY different ways, not just missing my goals for the year. Despite me, He loves me through it all---good and bad. The best part is---He loves me just because that's who HE is, not because of my successes or failures. What an awesome God!

A Valentine's Day To Remember

I have to be honest here...sometimes when all the kids are home and we're all in one room together, I just want to scream! It's so loud and crazy and there are times when it's torture. (I said I was being honest!)

Last night was quite the opposite! For Valentine's Day, we all prepared dinner together (3 kids, 2 adults in our little kitchen) and ate by candlelight...kids and all! It was so much fun and the kids just loved it. It wasn't a romantic dinner, but it was beautiful just the same. It was our little family in our little corner of the world and it was just a glimpse of heaven on earth. Luka thought it was the most exciting thing we've ever done and DiMarco got the giggles halfway through the evening that just wouldn't stop. Ellen cracked us all up with her fear of flames, which makes absolutely no sense at all because she has three million candles in her room! Chris and I sat across from each other and just smiled at all the glorious chaos! I have the best husband and the best kids anyone could ever ask for. A Valentine's Day to remember!

Three things I love about my family...

Three, no four things I love about my husband:
1. He makes me laugh!
2. He believes in me more than I believe in myself.
3. He is so real. He is who he says he is...he's authentic.
4. He loves Jesus!

Three things I love about Ellen:
1. She loves Jesus!
2. She's spontaneous.
3. Her smile. It's beautiful.

Three things I love about DiMarco:
1. He loves organization!
2. He loves Jesus!
3. His thoughtfulness. He has to be the most thoughtful person I know.

Three things I love about Luka:
1. She loves Jesus!
2. Her hugs.
3. Her loud, unashamed, "I'm me, take me or leave me" laugh!

New Blog

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Forever Changed

January 8, 1993 was one of the greatest days of my life. Ellen was born into this world and changed my life forever. I thought I'd take a moment to share just a bit of what makes her so special...

LN, you are forever God's girl. You unabashedly share your faith with those around you in such a unique way. Being passionate about outreach at the age of 15 is uncommon and a special calling on your life. You have a presence about you that says, "I'm me! I'm confident and content!" You are incredibly musically gifted and are using these gifts for the glory of God. You are incredibly intelligent and well on your way to an amazing career in whatever you choose. You will be thankful one day for your love of books and your love of writing. It's only a blink of an eye and you'll be all grown up, but one thing I know for sure...My life has been forever changed because God blessed me with you on this day 15 years ago. Happy Birthday, Baby! I love you.

Who Am I? Pt. 2

Yesterday I promised you that my next post would be more positive and I'm delivering on that promise today. Diving into my core values required examining what stirs up a righteous anger within me and what brings me bliss. To be honest with you, examining what brings me bliss was a bit more difficult to put down on paper than what angers me. Hmm...Wonder what that says about me? This list sparks something within me that I can't explain. Anyway, here's what brings me bliss:

1. Just being with Chris and the kids. There's no greater feeling in the world than being Chris' wife and the mom of the three craziest kids in the world!
2. Singing. Actually music, in general, brings me bliss and fills a place deep within me. Sounds cliche, but I actually "long" for music.
3. Writing and performing monologues. It's almost like preaching, only I get to pretend to be someone else! I can spend hours writing. I just get lost in it.
4. Creatively planning an event or a service to draw others nearer to Christ. What a humbling, yet exciting opportunity.
5. Seeing someone connect with God for the first time. Seeing the look in their eyes when they realize that Christ loves them and wants a relationship with them.
6. Helping someone make a connection (an introduction, a ministry opportunity, a small group, a volunteer opportunity, etc.) at church.
7. Seeing someone take the next step on their spiritual journey.

What brings you bliss?